She calls them sparkles. When they fall off your finger, they go to find a family. So she says.
The dryer yields more of these sparkles with each load, the dress they abandoned now sparkless. So the search for sparkles and search for family continues, as the laundry cycles on.
Moving twice in 11 months, leaving behind everything known, planting and replanting – the tumbling, spinning cycle of life leaves me dizzy. Stepping out of comfort zones, saying yes to God, walking in weakness to discover Him strong – it’s exhilarating and exhausting.
This family, these kids, they’ve persevered long and given much. It’s time. Time to rebuild, time to nourish and replenish.When the walls are worn thin and there’s windy weather on the horizon, it’s time to fortify.
There are changes, just around this corner.
Another sparkle is found, she takes it to her drawer, adds it to the other sparkles. “So they can be a family.”
In an instant, in a distant city in China, our lives will change forever. It’s going to be beautiful, miraculous, and life changing. Life altering in a million amazing and beautiful ways. Life altering in a million difficult, painful, sacrificial and still beautiful ways.
As we wait, we rebuild.
It isn’t popular to withdraw, decline invitations, pass on commitments and position, but rebuilding is a work that requires full focused effort. The changes are difficult, but the results are tremendous. There is laughter, stories, parents hanging out with kids, kids playing together…
There is time.
Sweet, beautiful, time.
There are bibles and memory verses, routines, reading, playing, laughing, did I mention laughing. There are old ones spending time with young ones; siblings choosing to be together.
We ache for Melody Joy to come, we see her in her siblings faces (how can this be?), talk about her, pray about her, prepare for her. As we wait, we fortify. Just like a baby in the womb, we prepare to bring her home.
She opens the door, the light from the dryer illuminates the glimmer of each glorious sparkle. With great excitement she exclaims,
“They’re all in here together, they found their family!”